Just cried I was on the phone with my bf and I was listening to “Marry Me” by Train and he was like “Tatiana” I’m like ” yeah?” listening to the song “will you marry me and grow old with me” I cried so damn hard god what would I do without him (: 01/31/12

Feeling so much better only threw up 3 times yay!!!! (:

I hate

When people who always see me smile say “u dnt know what it’s like to feel pain u always laugh smile and have a great life” I still smile but shake my head and say “I may smile but I know pain I smile so u smile great life it is cux I take my pain and make it good I dnt have a perfect life but I pretend the real world is perfect when it’s not change the perspective(:

10 times 10 fucking times I threw up today wtf really!!!! Stomach bug yesterday went to school today threw up wheeled away in a wheelchair by nurse going to the hospital so I can get food nd fluids in my system cux I cnt digest them alone :/ not a good day !!!